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2010-04-21T04:24:00.000-07:00

RELINK PLS!

THANK YOU

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2010-02-23T06:56:00.000-08:00

Never update for a super duperrrr longgggg time.
I also nothing to write.

*Requested by Sherwyn.
Happy Belated Birthday!

A lot of things happened in just 3 weeks.
Now's common test period.
Screwed up to the maxzxzxzxzz.

I don't know what to post.
Someone tell me what to.
And for the camp photos requested by peng.
Added to facebook already.

2010-02-02T04:16:00.000-08:00

Haven't updated for a beri longggg time.
Level camp was quite boring.
I got sick on the first dayD:
Had some activites on the 2nd day.
Built a catapult.
I sumpa tell u the tents are damn bloody hot then early morning wake up,
its freezing.
After camp normal school.

We're all getting crazed over maple :D

Some pics from camp.
The gay family FTW

ZZZ shall upload more some other time.
taking so long upload.

2010-01-22T06:14:00.000-08:00

whatever may have happened in the past,
let it be.
whatever wrong I have been wronged or ever wronged,
let it be over.

2010-01-21T07:55:00.000-08:00

School was not that good today.

I got caught for using the 4 letter word twice in class by henry-.-
After school, went 230.
Got caught by singh for loitering.
...

Sent christie off at the airport.
Fortunately I didn't break down this time.

Last bye

Who's this? O.O

what kinda friend are you?

2010-01-16T06:22:00.000-08:00

What a long day.
waked up at 11+.
kheng asked me watch movie with them,
but i couldn't make it.
Met ben at 4 go author pants.
fuck that shop auntie!
Pay $13 just to alter one pair.
Daylight robbery manzx =="

After that bused to ehub meet bros.
Walked to central,
all ate at some foodcourt.
Walked to 230 slack.
I got saliva on all my clothing D:
Darn you sluts!
slacked, chat, play ball, chase faggots. go home.

And i still have lit to do!
darn its so hard finding the friggin words!

2010-01-13T06:04:00.001-08:00

I fucking hate myself in everything i do..

2010-01-12T07:29:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, a screwed up day.
For those who accused me for the cause,
fucking get lost and get the facts right.

Sianed day.
Had hard vocab test.
Went eat after school.
Saw someone at ehub..
Went back school for band.
After band went dinner.
sibei gao siao i swear..
something really hillarious happened!
I couldn't help but laughed my heart out.
won't elaborate.
Those who were there would know.

...
nothing else to post.

2010-01-09T04:48:00.000-08:00

Had CCA open house performance today.
Hot like mad..
After lunched at ws with zaf and the rest.
There was a retard in there.
A gay that waves at girls-.-
Wearing a checked jersey and a scarf.
That cold meh?
HAHA. ben, glen and I disturb him like siao.
take photo of him and send him photos.
He was drinking on a large cup of coke for 2 hours. zzz
Bused home.

I feel like causing trouble to someone-.-
and I fucking can't seem to resist.

2010-01-06T05:55:00.000-08:00

Wow today is such a good day.
Got back piano results.
SIBEI SUAY.
Tio detention tomorrow for hair again.
Kb manx. 3 times in a row and only on the 3rd day.
This school is screwed up to the max.
I just get more and more sick of the people inside each day..
So many just piss me off real bad.

Lovin you was never about having you.
It was about seeing you happy.
idk what to say.
I'm just being an idiot.
I ruin things, cause complications..
Thats about it i guess.

2010-01-05T05:23:00.000-08:00

Seriously pissed off.

2010-01-04T02:38:00.000-08:00

First day of school.
Pretty boring, my class.
Several nerds..
Hair kena cut-.-
Sit in class listen almost fell asleep.
After school went ws.
Got terrible headache.. _|_
Even made worse when i went into that singtel outside MRT.
CB. Fuck whoever owns that shop.
Step inside want vomit already.
Slacked with the rest,
go home.
John, sucha hardcore losser.
He failed to gain a passion for exercising.

I know I shouldn't be saying all this,
but I don't care.

I just don't understand,
whats so fucking good about that dickhead?
Not that I'm objecting about anything,
but him????
everytime I see you happy,
once you see me,
you shag liao.
I'm wasting my time giving chances,
Not that I'm going to do anything..
All those things you said before,
I don't even think you mean it.
Why do you even say such if you don't mean it?
Argh forget it,
you're just someone I can't understand..
D:

2010-01-01T10:47:00.000-08:00

Happy belated New Year!
Countdown with kheng, peng, zaf, shanhuai, melvin, darren, gene, and girls at ehub.
Met them in park then walked through mangrove.
Fireflies were all over the place.
Dinnered with ben and ding han first.
Met up with the rest afterwards.
Walk walk, police all over the area.
Went shanhuai's chalet at costa sands.
Sat at the benches till 2+ am.
Cabbed home.

fuck seriously.
I feel like going up to your place,
and throwing you out of your window..

2009-12-30T07:19:00.000-08:00

Went band in the morning.
The 2 sluts both never come.
The fat one sadded case.
After band lunch with aaron.
I swear Aaron is sick.
Went home.
Dota-ed awhile.
Went out.
Sorry Christie I couldn't stay long.
MRT-ed meet father go appointment.
After appointment dinnered at M-hotel
MRT-ed down meet people.
Went home.

I'm rotting

2009-12-28T09:58:00.000-08:00

Went sakae sushi lunch today with glad.
After that caught Chaw with ben.
It was kinda nice show.
Just rather fake, the pig.
After movie went pasir ris park meet kheng and co.
Had some problems.
Ate candy at the wooden bridge while waiting.
In the end went bbq pits.
Saw nelson.
Walked back to ehub with everyone to KFC.
There got some small problem.
ppl diao us, we diao back.
1 of the fella sibei hum.
Settle small problem liao go home.

And now I'm stuck..

2009-12-25T03:39:00.000-08:00

Merry Christmas!

ho ho ho.
Bye

2009-12-24T22:55:00.000-08:00

Just woke up.
Now its 1.30 pm.
Reached home last night at 4+.
Went out with kheng and clique.
Peanut and coconut also went.
Went arcade daytona and tekken.
Then go pasir ris park walk walk with all.
In the end got taiji.
Walk all the way to elias.
Lanned 1 hour go home.
Sleep like pig until now.

2009-12-23T09:54:00.001-08:00

Supposed to follow kheng and clique go zoo.
meet at ws 8 am.
Set the alarm at 6.30.
Ended up awake at 8.10 am. lols.
so in end nvr go.

Went movie with glad at ehub.
played at arcade after movie.
Went home.

Seriously idk how to explain how miserable I am staying at home.
So super duper borrrrrrrringgggggggggg..

2009-12-22T09:16:00.000-08:00

Dinnered with kheng, peng and trix.
Hope you enjoyed it trix.
After that slack whole time.
LOL
Just now with melvin and eugene.
Walking back to ws from pasir ris park.
Wanted to take mangrove route.
LOL.
Eugene don't dare step in.
Me and melvin step in
less than 10 seconds we all started running out
Scary bodoh!
On the way had good talk.
I don't know,
its my biggest fear now.
DDDD:

2009-12-22T07:17:00.001-08:00

WTF!
No way!
I feel damn bloody scared!
No no no no!
I damn scared!
Help!

2009-12-21T09:25:00.000-08:00

Happy Birthday Trixie!
Happy belated Birthday Daphne!

2009-12-21T00:36:00.000-08:00

...
I finally realize its just my destiny

ever since last night i feel so different.

2009-12-19T04:57:00.000-08:00

Today is a good good day.
Went company seafood lunch - it wasn't even seafood-.-
Seafood= pork, tofu, beef, chicken.
I never knew that.

After that went ion.
Went shopping with people.
Bought stuffs.
Walked till leg tired.
Went home.
Now typing.
mickey mouse looks nice.

2009-12-17T06:56:00.000-08:00

Went ehub watch avatar today.
Its a nice show.
The sex part was dumb.
The blue monkeys have sex through their hair =="

I swear,
Ting Peng and melvin are fucking gay-.-
can die one.

After movie makan and home.
On the way back, got lesbians behind me..
Touch each other here and there.
Disgusting sluts.
Now sian again.

I haven buy stuff yet DD:
idk wad to buy DD:

2009-12-13T09:19:00.001-08:00

I'm sorry.
Its just all my fault.

2009-12-10T20:29:00.000-08:00

Just came back from chalet.
It was fun..
Arrived only at night.
Was screwed up on the first day.
Seriously am speechless,
wtf okay.
Sorry ding han and ben.
Slept at 4+.
Played cards, chat chat chat.
Peanut raped hardcore.
Peanut and shan huai = gayfreaks^^

Second day,
sorry all.
Was really shacked in the morning.
Went swimming in the afternoon.
Some bastard pee-ed inside.
Night time,
BBQ.
Tissue blowing, Pillow fights -.-
shacked again.
fuck lah. seriously, i can't control.
Played cards, and slept at 5.
Woke up next day,
signed out.
went home.

and once again we're back home.
If only i could rewind time..

thank you all, especially kheng, peanut, ben, ting peng, shan huai, melvin, eugene.
sorry if i disappointed you all.

i'm dead tired now.
but i can't sleep.
and i dunno how to.
i wish it never happened.

2009-12-08T21:26:00.001-08:00

just a few more hours..

2009-12-08T06:31:00.000-08:00

NO FUCK ITS NOT TRUE!!!!!!!
ITS NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-12-07T08:13:00.000-08:00

FUCK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EVEN AS MY HANDS NOW SHIVER AS I TYPE,
I SWEAR I'LL GET YOU!

PEOPLE TOLD ME, I DEFENDED EVERYTHING!
I WASTED MY TIME!
I WASTED EVERYTHING!
AND I LOST BROTHERHOOD!
I GAINED BACKSTABBERS!
GO HIDE IT FOREVER YEAH!!!???

FOREVER WILL I NEVER FORGET!
EVERYTHING BEHIND MY BACK
PRETENDING.

I SWEAR IT WON"T BE LONG!
HATE ME, SURE.
I DON'T MIND.
IT DOESN'T MATTER ANY LONGER.
I CAN"T CHANGE THINGS.

I KNOW YOU THINK I'M FUCKING WRONG.
GO AHEAD

2009-12-03T23:03:00.000-08:00

Finished band today.
Waited with ben for zoe and liangying.
Go ws eat
Rained cats and dogs.
Bused home, fell asleep and alighted 2 bus stop later-.-
Nth much to post..

everytime i see you,
i just can't bear, but stare.
you're the jewel of my heart.
Though I don't show it,
I really mean it

2009-12-03T09:50:00.000-08:00

hide so well

Today had band usual.
Woke up around 6.50 and fell back to sleep 3 times =="
Was late.
After band, stayed back with the rest to practice.
Went mac eat.
Ben was talking about a lot of disgusting stuff -.-
Went home, wanted go play badminton last minute cancel.
Rot at home till now.

2009-11-30T05:57:00.000-08:00

Yesterday went watch Parachute Band at Daphne's church.
Super fun.
Nice songs.
Some people say not nice :X Wasted.
Their life is screwed :DDD
After event suppose meet ben for dinner.
Last minute canceled.
Sianed so I became a loner and ate my food.
Fly-ed home.

Werewolf and tree tag till 3am.

Today never go out.
canceled meeting with wei shan.
Stayed home whole day.
Rotted like a gonggong.

Tomorrow band..
screw band upside down.

love remains the same

2009-11-28T09:30:00.000-08:00

Today go Outram Park eat with ben and peanut!
Ben's life is screwed, seriously, this don't eat, that don't eat.
After eat, went find kheng find taiji.
No lah.
Go pay money :DDD 50 bucks!!!!!!
Sadly, damn cheat my money one lor DDD:
MRT-ed Pasir Ris.
Do thing then go home.
Ben come my house.
play play play, ben go home 11.30.
parents come kpkb say too late.
sianed.

Someone pls help me change

2009-11-26T06:38:00.000-08:00

Nothing to post.
Just gonna relate some random incident which occured.
===============================================

Was walking up the escalator at a LRT station.
One woman flung her hair right into my face ==" *YUCKS*

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Was standing on a crowded escalator.
Man in front stepped on a pamphlet and slipped.
Fell, knocked his head on the ground, died.
no la.
He slipped, fell, behind person also fell. *stampede*
I never fall ^^

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Was at the bus stop waiting.
One old man started walking towards the bus stop.
Was talking to himself the whole time.
That nvm, he signal another bus then scold the bus for blocking the path,
saying he was calling for a taxi =="

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weird things occur..

2009-11-24T11:18:00.000-08:00

I wan mai kua also cannot(:
seriously damn xia lan.
This change, that change.. I change
No more this, no more that :D
Anytime can blow ^^
KNNCCBFKERLANJIAOBLAHBLAHBLAH!

:D
I feel good after scolding.
Makes me more satisfied(:
I need more action :D

I swear I wanna give ppl hell ;D

2009-11-24T10:29:00.001-08:00

1 more week and times up

2009-11-22T06:07:00.000-08:00

Normal day.
Went church.
Celebrated Zolaine's bday!
Happy bday! ^^

Went home and now I'm rottin hardcore.
I fucking hate myself in every way.

nice song(:
by Boys Like Girls
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Before you let me fall,
Kill me so I don't feel it at all
And Push my body up against the wall
And pick your poison
Cuz everything feels wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how to feel

Maybe it's a phase
Maybe I'll break out of it someday
Maybe this is just my twisted fate
I always feel like everything is wrong
And I don't know where I belong

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave me in pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that's the only way that I know how...

To feel your arms around my neck
I'm suffocating with regret from all the wasted hours spent
Believing I was never meant
To touch the face of something real
These "so called" scars will never heal
And I put down a deal
Cuz that's only way that I know how to feel

Take me for granted
Make me feel used
Leave in pieces
Broken and bruised

Take me for granted
Make me... I promise that you'll
Never keep on fallin' to pieces
Misery is company
Cuz I know that it's real
I've learned to love the pain
Cuz that the only way that I know how to feel

I know how to feel...
You're the only way that I know how to feel

2009-11-20T05:39:00.000-08:00

Woke up early once again.
Went photo shoot at AMK.
Haix. I'm feeling dead tired nowadays =="
No energy to do anything.

After shoot MRT-ed tamp meet Glad and co.
Movied.
The christmas movie is damn stupid.
But not bad lah.
After movie all go home.
I sleep like pig in the bus^^
Almost missed the bus stop suppose alight.

Reach home nth do.
Play com.
Now switched off to hardcore boredom.
Tomorrow maybe go out.
Sianed, I wanna be with you.

2009-11-19T08:27:00.000-08:00

Woke up early today.
Brush teeth, change go tamp.
Lunched there.
Bought a milo cup for 10 cents ^^
Send you go tuition.
After go find you.
Bad moment.
Boo
Go Ws.
Waited 2 hours at Mac for DH.
Went find ben.
Sprayed water guns, cut my finger.
Cycled on Jing Cheng's crazy bike with DH at the back.
Go Elias with co.
1 hr comp freaked.
Went home.
End of story.

speechless
hating myself for what i say

2009-11-18T09:10:00.000-08:00

KNNCCBLJBFKNIMAMA!!!
BLAHBLAHBLAH!
hehe.
fking tired. jus watched 2012 wif Zaf.
Ended at 12.20 am.
I was so touched by the movie,
I couldn't hold and tears came rolling down my cheeks,
my heart filled with sympathy.
LOL. no la.

2009-11-17T09:14:00.000-08:00

I feel different.
Hahas! thank you all for your presents(:

Will never forget it.
Dinner was great.
I was like damn despo to reach the hotel toilet.
MRT-ed home.
Tong panged by Fel.

at that moment, I felt it,
yet i hid it.
even now,
i can't help but break down
i won't ever let go

Spastic!

worse of all,
i'm deeper than ever

2009-11-16T08:59:00.000-08:00

HAHA! Finally its my birthday!
I feel stronger!
I feel older!
I feel bigger!
I feel better!
Haha. no lah.
:D
Anway,
Thanks to everyone who wished me happy birthday(:
ILY all.

2009-11-16T04:58:00.000-08:00

Haix. can't imagine birthday is just in 3 hours time.
Later update.
DotA!

Ben: shut up you bitch!
Me: shut up!

random me.
bye

2009-11-15T07:14:00.001-08:00

You want to fucking play with me some more.
No problem.
I play the game with you.

2009-11-14T06:31:00.000-08:00

Went to church today.
Slept half the time.
Wahahahaha and Daphne nvr catch me.
Not bad leh, I sleepy then the preacher the voice can make me sleep.
His voice like lullaby.
Haha no offence.
Anyway,
Thank you all for everything.
Thank you daphne and trix for the cake!
Thank you Ivy, Regina, Vanessa, Jaslyn, Zolaine and all the rest for your wishes.
Although it aren't the actual date, ILY all.
LOL

After that went Kopitiam munch munch chomp chomp.
GO HOME.

Now its so boring.

ily

2009-11-13T07:28:00.000-08:00

4 more days to bday.
So fast, its like yesterday was just last year.
This year has been a hard year.

Aiyah I don't know what to post.
Speechless.

2009-11-11T05:31:00.000-08:00

Today go collect class administration result.
Ended up in 3/5.
Expected, after all, I've screwed up this year.
Just my fault.
But nvm, it's gonna be fun(:
Haha.
I must do better next year.

After collection went Giant.
Walked, taxi-ed elias.
Ate and went home.

Anyway, I've been seeing many weird things nowadays.
Men hugging each other and jumping on each other in the MRT---mainland chinese
People talking to themselves as they walk along..
Ang mo walking around wherever he goes with a camera like Mr Bean-.-
This world is becoming more nuts than ever.
Even had to experience two gays who kept trying to get close to me.
Damn freaked out.

Tags Replied:

IVY: Hahaha you wrote that in your pm pls,anw we're gonna play th chinese game tmrw !!!!!
-Hehe. Sorry I missed it(:

dh: wo shi gay boy!
-yes of course lah!

tiffy♥: heyhey samsam(: miss you kor!!
-hihi(: hehes. okay...0.0

bernard: you sure you nv sleep for 2 nyte ? haha lols
-Haha! Correct what. Okay lah. I sleep maybe 1 or 2 hours. bo pian lah.

kheng: shuddup bernard, pangseh me!!! D: today muaythai you disappear go where sia, i partner with one 10 year old boy leh knn!!!
-lol

2009-11-09T06:14:00.000-08:00

Whoever has been spreading stupid talks about me,
get a fucking life.
You want to say things.
Say it in my face, stop acting like a hypocrite.
You wanna play the game?
Tell me.
If not, get lost and shut ur trap.

2009-11-07T07:57:00.000-08:00

Today went morning casting.
Slacked at Plaza Singapura 3 hours.
Went church at 4.10
waited 15 mins for nothing D:
After service played "chinese" game.
Was fun xD

Headed home, chat wif ppl.
Met up wif friends. slack go home.

2009-11-05T01:10:00.000-08:00

Chalet ended.
Was quite fun. Played water games.
Jus damn tired, didn't sleep for two nights.
Ended up playing cards wif kheng and bernard on the 1st night.
2nd night chat wif kheng and shan huai,
nice talking to you guys.

Went home on the 3rd morning.

No mood post anymore.

whatever happened that evening,
i don't give a fuck.
just watch out.
i've had enough

sorry for breaking my promise

2009-11-01T07:50:00.001-08:00

HEHE. Yesterday went Daphne's church.
It seems more and more fun^^
I like the song " Because of you"
Find it the best.
Dinnered wif her friends.
Went home pretty late.
tyvm once again.
I feel really bad everytime having been given a lift.

Whatever it be,
I don't give a shit.
I've lost the battle.

2009-10-31T08:56:00.000-07:00

Speechless.
FTW
always in my mind

2009-10-29T08:40:00.000-07:00

Finished school.
Cabbed home and cabbbed swimming complex.
Hehe. It was fun.
After that went claim free meal at Mac^^
Tongpang-ed home by Fel's dad.
tyvm(:

sorry, no mood post.
bye

2009-10-27T08:41:00.001-07:00

Whatever you did, I just fucking hate you
Whatever you did, I just fucking hate you
Whatever you did, I just fucking hate you
Whatever you did, I just fucking hate you
Whatever you did, I just fucking hate you

2009-10-27T07:29:00.000-07:00

School same as usual.
Lunched at ehub.
Satha was being hilarious.
After which went band.
Played 21 wif ben, nixon and john at 17 bustop.
HAHA. I owned them all in the opposite way(:

Went home.
The torture is back again(:

Some shots taken of us at NTUC by Fel.
whatever it is, I don't wanna give a shit.
all i know, is that the unexpected has to come to past.

2009-10-26T04:16:00.000-07:00

School sucked.
心里痛.

why?

...

不要来烦我
sorry guys.
can't control.

2009-10-25T08:19:00.000-07:00

Today fun! :D

Went swimming at amanda's place wif others.
Damn, ears are still block.
Someone enlighten me on how to solve the problem D:
Dinner-ed at Long John Silver wif ben, zaf, dh.
Uber funnyyyy.
Ben is the pervert -.-
We spent 1 hours snapping shots.
After dinner went Elias.
Lan-ed 2 hours.
Taxi-ed home.

I don't wanna go to school. D:

run for your life!

crazy retard :D

The swordfishes.

The gays!

The cuties xD!!! lol

video will be uploaded another day

2009-10-24T10:19:00.000-07:00

Today was fun(:
Lunched at Outram Park.
Went Vivo after lunch, wanted buy stuff, ended up never.
Left to meet the Dolphin.
The vest was making my neck ache endlessly.
The whole event was cool. I actually liked it this once.
Met DH. Dinner-ed and headed home.
I wasn't emo for once(:

Bored once again.
YAY. tomorrow going swimming.

I don't want to treat you this way D:

2009-10-21T00:55:00.000-07:00

Super fucked up day

Had the feeling the whole day.
Its better of dieing than to experience the pain.
I wish nothing ever existed within me.
I wish whatever I saw never appear before me.

anw, i'm involved in water polo-.-

sorry, i don't want to

2009-10-20T05:15:00.000-07:00

Wow. since we know the problem, if I've offended you
sorry.

last words, if you do, make her happy.
I don wan our differences to affect our friendship.

bye

2009-10-19T08:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AZRIEL AND VANESSA MEI

MAY YOU BE BLESSED WITH THE LOTS LOTS LOTS OF WHATEVER YOU WANT
lol

Monday

so shiok no school.
Went peninsula meet ben.
lol. he bought a pair of skinnies and shirt.
pointless..

Headed to Funan buy food.
Afterwards went DH house.
Watched ben dota 1 hour.
Went ben's house.
Now at home.
My posts are so short. D:

fuck你 la.

last time ask you go, object with full of crap.
Now..?

2009-10-18T08:36:00.001-07:00

Today missed church.
Had a stomach ache and leg sprain again.
Nothing much happens nowadays.
Basically because I have too many problems..

Went out yesterday.
Was cool.
I felt extremely bad though about what happened in the night.
Thanks for everything, you know who you are.

Life is pointless.
There doesn't seem to be anything that doesn't goes right.
The past was already enough..
How I wish I could travel the time machine.

nothing is within my control..

2009-10-16T08:40:00.000-07:00

So much on the mind, yet,
so much more to bare.

swear. i'll never do that again.

2009-10-14T23:39:00.000-07:00

Wow. You all against me.
And say I attitude.
All hide then now say.
Please, seriously in what way I attitude..
Got do thing to you all?
No right.

You all talk so much, yourself lehs?
All no better, then shut up.
Hate it when people keep pretending the whole time.
But I don't care what you're all against me about.
If I offended you, I'm sorry.
Tell me the reason. Maybe I can change..
I do not intend to continue like this,
especially when this year is coming to an end.

bye

2009-10-14T08:11:00.001-07:00

Today stayed at home.
I'm so luckkyyyyyyyy.. no need go school xD
But seriously it sucks,
nothing much to do.
And worse of all, you.

Went for piano lesson.
Came back and now its maths revision time.
Sadded. I feel so scaredddd.
Cannot afford to fail.
I fail --piack-- die.

you're the only one..

2009-10-12T05:05:00.000-07:00

Screwed the maths paper.
Sadded.
Will do better for paper 2.

Seriously fuck you!
Whatever it is thats making me this way, fuck you.

...

2009-10-11T08:36:00.000-07:00

wtf is wrong with you...?

2009-10-09T09:15:00.001-07:00

reality stinks.
the story reminds me again..
each time that feeling comes back.
tears ain't gonna help.

why must these stories always have such an effect on me..

imy

2009-10-03T05:19:00.000-07:00

Had English EOY yesterday.
I was totally outa ideas.
Sadded.

Now still got a lot of other exams.
Still need to study.

bye

hiding away the whole time

2009-09-30T07:50:00.000-07:00

Won't be updatin much till after exams.

Always in my heart

2009-09-21T07:04:00.000-07:00

Just like the sunset..

Schools starting again tomorrow.
The closer it gets to ending the school the better.
Less torture.

Haix, nth to post.
Its all endless.

bye

2009-09-18T08:05:00.000-07:00

everyday so sianed.
Had band today.
It sucked.
Went home.
I don think I'll be updating much.

maybe its best to just keep quiet from now on...

2009-09-16T06:23:00.000-07:00

saded...
and its ridiculous

2009-09-12T07:18:00.000-07:00

Have you ever thought of doing things you never thought of doing before..?

2009-09-12T00:46:00.000-07:00

Talking about my current status;
its best not to ask me about it anymore.
Some may know what I'm talking about, some may not.
OVercoming every obstacle, fighting through the pain.
As hurt as many experienced,
It doesn't matter anymore.
imagine the times of my stupid ways,
its jus a bunch of crap.
Best to just follow nature's course.

bye

2009-09-10T09:49:00.000-07:00

No mood post.
Went Bugis with Swee Teng, Rachel, Lio and Wes.
Suppose to do music project end up shopping.
Bought a top.
Went home and followed parents to buffet.

Now rotting at home.

The truth denied and hidden away.

2009-09-07T06:50:00.000-07:00

Met friends at MRT.
Went Army Open-house today.
Was kinda fun shootin the guns.
Den damn it, we went for some rope shit stuff.
I ended having severe rope burns.
Skin torn out of fingers.
Now pain like fuck. D:
Seems like everythings against me wherever I go.
Hope fingers heal as soon as possible.
Pains unbearable.

Went to peninsula buy some stuff.
MRT-ed home. Now applying iodine on fingers.
I'm gonna experience hell!

2009-09-06T06:38:00.000-07:00

Feeling lost.
These few days are sucha bore.
Haix. Nothing to do.

I don't wish to blog anymore,
bye

2009-09-04T05:53:00.000-07:00

You fucking wanna argue with me everyday, go on.
I don't give a shit no longer.
You say you show concern, sayin the same things over and over again --- nonstop.
People say don wan talk about it anymore, you still continue.

You wanna blame me saying i mix with bad company.
I don't fucking care anymore.
There's no way to change your thinking and there never will be.

Yes I've changed. I definitely have changed.
I'm no more what you think I am.
I've had enough.
You don't even understand my problems and just blame my friends.
Wtf is wrong with you!?

2009-09-03T05:57:00.000-07:00

Yeah yeah.
I suck yeah?
You all the best.
All i do is wrong wrong wrong.

Just don care about me anymore.

2009-09-01T07:24:00.000-07:00

I don't fucking care about anything anymore.
It just doesn't matter no longer.

2009-08-31T04:47:00.000-07:00

Today sucked hardcore.
Had lessons per normal till 1pm.
While many schools had a half day.
Had the Teacher's Day performance.
It was pretty nice.
Ended around 40 mins late-.-

Bused to Gladwin's house go settle taiji,
to find that it was already over.

Slacked with Lionel and Wes.
Woah seriously those TWO we saw are really fucked up.

Now I'm sick of life.

I don't fucking care about the facts. I still will...

2009-08-29T08:45:00.000-07:00

YAY! Today fun.

Followed Daphne go her church.
Hmm the songs were kinda nice.
Started around 5.
Ended around 8.30.
After the event headed for dinner.
Was sent home.
Thank you.

Sorry Ding Han and Ben.
I today might have annoyed you all again by not going.
REALLY sorry.

Seriously, there was nothing that you said on the msg to make things clear.
I just said something on the message and you got so sensative into blowing up.
Is that being reasonable?
When I said disturb her, I meant something else.
Besides you know if I'm being serious or not.
You wanna go on like this, fine.
I can't stop you.

Just to say this for the last time,
I'm sorry if I offended you.
Even if you wanna hate me after this, its okay.
I've had enough of many things already and it doesn't really matter.
I'll still treat you as a bro.

2009-08-28T07:49:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry.
Yes. I'm a fucking idiot that changes mood out of no reason.
Sorry if I spoiled the mood.
I know its damn annoying when you all having fun and I suddenly emo.
Perhaps you all shouldn't give a fuck about me.
I'm just some ridiculous idiot.
You all don't really understand and don't even need to bother.
Its just all the same.
I wish I could control it.

Seriously I don't wanna fuckin think too much, but it just keeps comin back.

Sorry guys.

2009-08-27T01:43:00.000-07:00

...

D:

2009-08-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

Tuesday
Today's lessons were boring.
Tuesdays are always unbearably boring-.-
Can sleep de.

Decided to go band and halfway during band, decided to pon.
LOL. Me and John ponned.
The song was boring like shitx man.
Couldn't stand it.

Headed to Ehub to slack with John.
Went to buy lolipop.
Something hilarious happened at that moment.
John wanted to buy a lolipop and put the money in the coin socket.
Without choosing the correct flavor he wanted, he activated the lock.
lol. He received an orange lolipop and gave it to me, cox he didn't want it.
So i took it and I had only 1 lolipop at that moment.
Exchanged money for coins at a nearby store.
Placed the 50 cents in the hole and adjusted to cola flavor.
Jus I turned the lock, stupid John adjusted to another flavor.
I ended up receiving 2 ORANGE flavor lolipops.-.-
Was really pek chek with the shorty. I had 3 lolipops then.
Worse of all were that they were all orange flavor-.-
Bought 1 more cola flavor.

Afterwards headed home.
I'm so bored.

John Tew

I don't fucking wanna know.
Its all the same story. With and endless chapter.

DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD:

2009-08-22T09:01:00.000-07:00

Saturday
Had band performance at Pasir Ris East CC today.
The event alone, that we were performing at seemed kinda boring.
The speaker was announcing stupid "jokes" that were lame-.-
Ended band at around 9.45 p.m
Late dinner-ed with Zaf and Ben at Ws.
Spent half an hour trying to fit a thicker earstick inside my ear-.-
Thanks to Zaf, we succeeded in solving the long lost mystery, "finding the opposite hole"
Reached home at 12.

Now I'm using the com.

So many things to say, just not knowing how to say
just wishin i knew how to.

2009-08-21T08:37:00.000-07:00

buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan
buai dahan buai dahan buai dahan

everything just fly away!
all the lies buzzing in my ears.

2009-08-20T06:09:00.000-07:00

All at Science lab.

School today was boring.
Screwed my english test. D:
After school went wes house play with dog awhile.
Then went ehub.
Didn't do much there.
Went home not long after.

Now I'm stuck in boredom.

everyday the same thing, every week, month. buai dahan liao.
no matter how much i seem to care.

2009-08-18T06:03:00.000-07:00

VivoCity Drummers Boys

Sunday went vivo with parents.
Bought shoe.
Didn't buy much.
Nothing much happened that day.

Saturday
Met Lionel at tm at 12.
Suppose to buy shoe but in the end never.
Afterwards, lionel went for his tuition.
I spent 1 whole torturous hour roaming around before meeting up with Ben.
can die one waiting.
Lan-ed for 2 hours.
Then went buy movie tickets for "where got ghost" in advance.
Fortunately we were able to take the last 5 seats for 7.50 movie.
Met up with lio, wes and trix.

The movie was damn funny.
Trixie got scared as usual-.-
After movie slacked with lio and trix.
Headed home around 11.30.

seriously thats why i hate school and all of them.

2009-08-13T02:12:00.001-07:00

Woot!
1 week able to escape with my hair.

Today lessons all boring.
Damn, why is everyday so boring? D:
Got back science results.
Man, it sucks like fuck.

Seriously LMM no life. I just walk out of classroom talk to ben and lester.
She send me go staff room go sit there wait for teacher.-.-
In the end no teacher come.

After school lunched at Ehub mac with lio, wes, azriel and satha.
Gosh, there was one crazy guy there.
Each time he puts a mouthful of food in his mouth,
he'd make strange sounds and start dancing. We all were like wtf?

After lunch, headed town park with satha and azriel.
We all were being seriously retarded to the max.
Satha told azriel there was a bee on him and azriel started to panic.
In fact, it was only a housefly.
Major retardedness.
Then they started making stupid jokes like the trees were all giant's dicks erecting.
Another stupid joke was that satha wanted to follow azriel home and take a shower with him.

2009-08-13T02:12:00.000-07:00

Haha. Satha's diao face XD

Woot!
1 week able to escape with my hair.XD

Today lessons all boring.
Damn, why is everyday so boring? D:
Got back science results.
Man, it sucks like fuck.

Seriously LMM no life. I just walk out of classroom talk to ben and lester.
She send me go staff room go sit there wait for teacher.-.-
In the end no teacher come.

After school lunched at Ehub mac with lio, wes, azriel and satha.
Gosh, there was one crazy guy there.
Each time he puts a mouthful of food in his mouth,
he'd make strange sounds and start dancing. We all were like wtf?

After lunch, headed town park with satha and azriel.
We all were being seriously retarded to the max.
Satha told azriel there was a bee on him and azriel started to panic.
In fact, it was only a housefly.
Major retardedness.
Then they started making stupid jokes like the trees were all giant's dicks erecting.-.-
Another stupid joke was that satha wanted to follow azriel home and take a shower with him.

Afterwards, we all went home lor.
Hmmm. I'm so bored.

2009-08-12T06:47:00.000-07:00

Good luck with the straightener Wesley.

Schools sucha bore these few days.
its such an ordeal.
What's makes things worse is hearing that I have once again failed my science.
Seriously bloody fucked up. All bullshit.
Study study study and no more talking still can fail! Wtf cans?

Ponned dunno what e-career today.
Had piano lesson.
Hmmm wasn't so bad today.

Nothing much interesting happens nowadays.
Now I'm at home emo-ing.

Phew I can't believe time is just ticking off at sucha speed.
D:

Hide under the lies.

2009-08-09T09:55:00.000-07:00

A boring day.
Met up with Lionel.
Went Lan and DotA-ed and cs-ed.
He not bad lehs.
Ding Han and ben came 2 hours later-.-
We stopped at 8.15pm.
CB bangla uncle cheat me and lionel money.
suppose $8, charge $9.30.
KNN. I'm going broke.
Seriously lame sia.
Withdrew 30 bucks yesterday and 20 today.
Ended up with 10 bucks left now-.-

Headed ws with Ding Han.
Arcade a while.
Homed afterwards.

And now its 1.30am.
I'm so bored.
I wanna go out.

2009-08-08T10:20:00.000-07:00

Cycling was great yesterday.
Gosh, the floor damn slippery.
Fell at least 5 or 6 times.
Stupid banana made me fall.
Haha. Trixie fell!
So loser.
Hope you fall again XD
lol jus kiddin.
Next time take care

Today was a crazy day.
I woke up at 1pm(:

Met up with Lionel at 6.
Met up with Ding Han at West Plaza.
Badmintoned for a while.

Later went DotA at lan with ben, Ding and Lionel.
Lionel quite good playing DotA after 3 years.
He owned Ding Han's ass.
Disgrace sia

Headed home afterwards.
Now using com.

2009-08-07T07:51:00.000-07:00

Today had NDP celebrations.
Screwed my part of performance.
Got fuckin pissed off.

Later afternoon went cycling with people.
Seriously crazy, the girls keep bumping into each other.

Afterwards went to watch G.I.Joe.
It was pretty cool.
Kinda worth it.

I love the times.
Bye

2009-08-06T05:33:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow talent quest.
Nervous mans.
I seriously don't know why.
I don't even intend to win.
LWC dragged me into this.
Anyway, I'll try my best.

1 week enough mood.

2009-08-05T02:08:00.000-07:00

Haix.
Mood mood mood!

2 more days.

2009-08-04T08:34:00.000-07:00

2009-08-03T04:22:00.000-07:00

Today had school as normal.
Sorry to those if i treated u a bit unfriendly.
Lost mood in everything.

Nothing much to post.
Bye

to the person who said those things on the bus,
theres no need to be sarcastic.
Why don't you jus keep things to urself if u don't know the full story.

impossible